I'm Shiloh: lover of sunshine, Texas, conversation, and Italian food. I enjoy wasting my time admiring the beauty of everyday life, and I'm a master of being responsibly irresponsible.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Pray for Japan.


"This is what I've learned in my life: Headbanging is crucial. Growing up is hard to do. There's nothing wrong with wearing a dress."
-Hayley Williams

This is a picture of me when I was young in New Orleans at the French Market. Brenton, my dad, and I are going down there soon for JazzFest. It's going to be so much fun!

Anyways.. I have finally made it onto a computer..YAY.
I can't even remember the last thing I wrote about..
So here we go.

Tuesday night I went to the college to watch Brenton play basketball. When I got home, I noticed that there was a spot on the inside of my leg that was very sore. For the past several months, I've had these bumps on my leg- They never hurt, never itch, they're just there. But when I went to take a bath I noticed that this bump was incredibly tender and the skin around it was very red. But I just went to bed and hoped it would get better in the morning. But when I woke up, my whole leg hurt. The bump was still there, and the redness had gotten worse. But I just went to school and didn't think anything of it. When I showed my coach in 8th period she freaked out and made me go to the nurse. The nurse made me call my mom to get a doctor's appointment. I had no idea what it was. Some people said it was staph and other's thought it was just a bite. The doctor confirmed that it was just a bite and gave me medicine to make me well :)

On Wednesday, I got some news that really shook me up. A couple months ago I got some news that changed everything and I don't think it's a secret to anyone. The news I received on Wednesday had the same effect, but in a totally different way. This situation could be used in a positive way, to reverse everything that happened. What hurt the worst is that I'm very close to this person and I ended up being one of the last people in Peaster High School to find out. I'm assuming that's why I reacted the way that I did. Now that I've had a sit down talk with this person I realize that nothing is going to change. Nothing is going to get her back in school. Nothing is going to make her realize what's going on. Nothing is going to make her wake up.

But it's Spring Break and I'm letting this bring me down. Zac Brown Band, Kenny Chesney, Jimmy Buffet, and Charlie Robison are playing constantly on my iPod and I'm not worrying about a thing...

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