I remind myself of everything I've/We've been through because everytime I think about it, my heart sinks a little less than the time before. It probably sounds totally ridiculous to all of you, but I don't really expect you to understand.

My life is beautiful, I'm just having a hard time seeing it that way.

What do you do when you have the world in your hands, but you have no idea what to do with it?

School is over and summer has begun. I want something to occupy myself instead of having all this free time to think. Thinking=Dangerous.
Maybe get a job? Who knows.

Oh, and my hair is blonde and I'm tanning again. I feel like such a girl..