"Believe me when I say,
It gets better every day.
Once you get used to the pain.."

Hey guys. 
Today was a long day. But when it gets this close to summer, everyday seems like an eternity. 

One of my best friends found out today that guys can be jerks and they sometimes make mistakes. I told her to never forget what she deserves. As humans, girls especially, we often compromise our value for people we care about. Most people deserve so much better than what they have, but they're too blinded by their infatuation to realize it. I also reminded her to tell herself that the guy made a mistake. It's that simple. People mess up, and we get angry, and we often say things we don't mean and later regret. If she ends up forgiving him, I don't want their relationship to be weighed down by something she said when she was mad. Of course, she was not listening when I told her these things, but hopefully she'll think about them. 

I walk around on pins and needles. I have to constantly worry about what is going to happen next. Nobody says anything cause we think silence is better than communication. We're just three people, completely disconnected from each other. I can't pinpoint exactly when it happened, and I guess that doesn't really matter. 
So I guess we'll just continue living our separate lives together.