Love in the lies.

"Maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year."



Oh, 'sup 2010?
It's about time, I'd say.


There is not a single word I could use to describe the year of 2009.
I grew up and learned so much.
But it's late and I don't feel like spilling my guts right now.

I'll do this tomorrow or something.
Lol.
Goodnight, sweet dreams.


Oh, I love my best friend.

Santa! I know him!

What's up?
Tomorrow is Christmas and I am super excited.
Best friend's coming over.
Then the next day I'm going to New Mexico with some family.
I'm going to miss Brenton like craaaaaaaaazy.


Anyways! I really have nothing to say. SO.

Goodnight, and Merry Christmas.


:)

How do you spell Shiloh? B.I.T.T.E.R.

I am awfully annoyed at the moment.
At first I was kind of mad at myself for being annoyed. But I got over that. I am just plain annoyed and there is no denying it.

Like okay, everyone, take a few moments and think to yourself about what YOU want.
Get back to me on that, K?

Goodbye.

Oh, what a shame.

"I'm sorry won't cut it for the rest of your life. Get a hold of yourself and say goodbye. Hope you realize, you threw away the best thing that ever happened to you. Forget my name and forget my face. Hope you get on a plane and forget this place."

Bitter is my middle name and it's not really something I'm proud of.
I've accepted it though, so be it.

Today was the last day of the semester. THANK GOODNESS.
It's going to do me some good to get away from school for a little while.

Oh, I love my best friend!
Bye!

Chinese dog, nice one.

"It's okay to be angry and never let go. It only gets harder the more that you know. When you get lonely, if no one's around, you know that I'll catch you when you're falling down. We came together but you left alone and I know how it feels to walk out on your own."

LoveHateLoveHate.
Make up your mind.
Nobody loves an indecisive person.

I'm very tired of school.
One day we're all best friends. And the next, we all hate each other.
We are so cool.


It amazes me how people can be so, to put it nicely, heartless.
I'm sure the person I'm about to complain about doesn't even care enough to read this.
But who cares, I'm venting.

For crying out loud, she was your best friend.
How in the world could you do something that awful to her?
I don't understand you, at all.
I know you're not a bitch. So why do you have to act like one?
She put every single ounce of trust she had in you and were too small of a person to be there for her.
You took advantage of her countless times and it amazes me how you can consider yourself a descent person.

Immaturity seems to be the thing that makes the high school world spin.

On another note.
Will someone please explain to me how you can be so awful to someone, then expect them to love you back?
PLEASE. Somebody help me out here.
I need some answers.

Speakingofbeingawfultopeople.
If you want to sit there and be a total bitch to someone that I care about more than anything, go ahead. Just don't try to walk back into their lives by telling them how much you miss them.

Jealousy ruins people.
It's eating at me right now and I can't help it.




Catch you on the flip side.

If you're always here, I never have the opportunity to miss you.

YeahYeahYeah, me and my best friend spend a lot of time together.
Get over it.

Anyways, school sucks.
I used to love going to school, seeing all my friends, and all that jazz.
But lately, it's just torture to get up every morning and go throught the same routine every single day. I don't even like half of the people I go to school with. It's a sad realization, really.

Girls are annoying and boys are immature.
I like to complain, have you noticed?

I go to history and fall asleep almost every day.
I go to geometry and put my brain through hell every day.
I go to chemistry and make ionic and covalent compounds every day.
I go to algebra and talk to juniors who...no comment..... every day.
I go to english and try not to kill two of the most of the annoying people I know every day.
I go to spanish and speak gibberish every day.

Bitter? I know.

I know this is something that elementary kids are supposed to say, but lunch is the best part of my day. The people at my table know how to deal with me, most of the time.


I want to sleep until I can't sleep anymore. It's exhausting being this tired. If that makes sense.

Bye.

Love, it's a scary thing.

It's 1:54 and I can't sleep.
I'm so tired of people.





That's all I got.









Goodnight.