"Leave your fear of love behind,
let your dreaming be your guide..
If you seek, then you shall find."

Yes, I know it's been FOREVER. And I do apologize.. But everything just kind of happened at once and here I am 3 weeks later... ANYWAYS.

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I have been accepted to UTA and Texas State University, and I have no idea where to go. I have made a list of the pros and cons of both places.. and they even in out in my book. Of course there are the obvious reasons why I would want to stay close to home and then there are some good reasons why I would go to Texas State. I mean, who wouldn't want to go to college in San Marcos? Decisions, Decisions..

Senior year is going by WAY too fast.. I just want to be in kindergarten again. I can sit here and talk about everything I would do differently and all the things that I would change, but I know that I'm here for a reason. It's hard to understand at times, but it's time to grow up and be somebody. It's time.

I hate it when I have so much to say but then I get in front of the computer and go blank.

Oh well, goodnight y'all.

"He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you."
-Bob Marley

Yeah, I know everyone has heard this quote a million times but he knew what he was talking about.

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So I FINALLY took my SAT this past Saturday.. and it went well. For some reason, we didn't leave the school until SIX hours after we got there... Anyways, I'm just glad to be done with everything SAT related.. and now I just have to wait for my scores so I can apply for scholarships and all that jazz.

Also, in exciting news, it is officailly OCTOBER. Yes, my friends, the best month out of the whole year!! You could say that I'm a little too excited..