When I close my eyes, I see you. No matter where I am.

Another night, with not much to say.

Today was a good day with a bad ending.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day with a good ending.
I actually have a lot on my mind.
But if I tried to explain, it would just be a bunch of rambling.
...Kind of like this.

So, goodnight friends!

"I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes,
I'm on the right track, baby,
I was born this way"

I heard a cover for this song and it's lovely. I'll find a way to put it on here when I'm on a computer.

I had a lovely three day weekend. I relived my childhood experiences by going to the omni today. I also got my first pair of Toms today.
Very, very good weekend.
I'll go into to detail later.

Sweet dreams :)

"Scared of the world outside, you should go explore, pull all the shades and wander the great indoors. Though lately I can't blame you, I have seen he world and sometimes I wish your room had room for two."

Well hellllllo.
The days between my posts keep getting greater and I am terribly sorry for the lack of devotion to documenting my life on the internet. I do love and appreciate all of you who take your time to read my useless thoughts, I should really make this more exciting.
I cant even remember where I left off the last time I wrote.. Oh well.

Friday night, Blair, Sarah, Loren, and I went to the boys basketball game in Brock then drove to Fort Worth at a ridiculous hour (for teenage girls) to eat at Joe T's. It was a lovely time and I plan on spending more time with those girls.

Saturday, I went to granbury around 3 and got ready for my date night with the fabulous Brenton Lee. Our reservation wasn't until 9, but we had to leave around 6 to go to a surprise destination. That fabulous boyfriend of mine took me to James Avery and let me pick out whatever I wanted. Best valentines day ever.
He also sent me the most beautiful flowers to school on Monday. He knows how to make smile, and I love him for that.

The past few weeks have been rough and stressful to the max. I guess that's why my writing has come to a minimum. I'll do my best to write as often as I can.

Sweet dreams friends.

Misguided ghosts. Paramore.

{Verse 1}
I am going away for a while
But I'll be back, don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

{Chorus}
And run
From them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no roads
In fact they follow me

And we just go in circles

{Verse 2}
Well Now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify,
Of broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

{Chorus}
And run
To them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me

They echo me in circles

"Falling in love with someone isn't going to be easy. Anger... tears.. laughter... It's when you want to be together despite of it all. That's when you truly love another. I'm sure of it."

It's been awhile since I've said anything on here and I have a feeling that all it's going to be tonight is a bunch of senseless rambling.
But oh well, I'll try my best.
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School got cancelled AGAIN. This is the fifth time in the last two weeks. I'm not complaining, but the roads were fine today. Haha.
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Valentine's day is soon and I have done absolutely nothing to prepare. I am a terrible girlfriend. I am so sorry Brenton.
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Monday, I got some news that rocked my world. I don't know how to take it and I'm not really sure what to do with it. I'm so confused and shocked. It's going to change everything. And the person doesn't even realize how it's going to affect them on a major scale. I'll probably snap out of it in a few days and realize that everything is going to be okay.
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I've never been so excited for summer. PLEASE, hurry.
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"I'm already there, don't make a sound. I'm the beat in your heart, I'm the moonlight shining down. I'm the whisper in the wind, and I'll be there until the end. Can you feel the love that we share? I'm already there."

Seriously don't know what I would do without this guy. And I know I talk about it a lot. But he makes me so happy, and I don't ever want him to forget it.

In your ocean, I'm ankle deep.

"Hey now, this is my desire. Consume me like a fire. 'Cause I just want something beautiful."

You know what I'm excited for? SUMMER.
We've been stuck at home for about four days now, and all this snow is getting old. I love snow, and I love winter. But if I'm going to live in it, I'm going to love where people know how to work with it.
ANYWAYS.

I fought the horrible roads to go see Brenton yesterday, and they really weren't that bad. But when we got back on them tonight, the falling snow covered up the good parts of the road and it was AWFUL.
Point of the story? Stay safe.

Sweet dreams!
Oh, this was a post via iPhone, so excuse the typos.