It's 5:19 amd I'm feeling alone.

I miss my best friend.
The end.

Here we go.

Again.

Today sucked.
My room is a disaster.
I have so much to do, I want to cry.
My chin is growing a face.
Nobody can seem to get along.






No, I'm not okay.
Thanks for asking.

This should be fun.

http://formspring.me/shilohbuff

fml

Seriously? Let it go.

You already took him once, don't you dare think about doing it again.

Well.

My mood=sucky.
I have a lot on my mind and I just want everything to work itself out.

As a whole, I don't want anything to change from the way they were about 2 days ago.

I miss my best friend.

AWESOME

Its 9 'o clock and I have absolutely no indication that you're even alive.

I'm have a serious jealously problem.
Sorry.

But still.

sat, mar 27

I hate nights like this.
I hate feeling like this.
I hate thinking about things that I don't want to think about.



I hate it when people are just too scared.

And everyone knows I'm in over my head

Only like 60something days until summer.
I'm so excited! :]
Life is great right now. Little things may go wrong, but nothing is worth complaining about.
I know who my true friends are and I know now that no matter what, some people are just not going to like me.
But whatever :)

So

What's up?
I'm sitting in Brock high school's cafeteria and I'm having loads of fun. NOT.
I have so much stuff to do and my brain hurts.
I want to sleep and cry.
And I want some people to figure out what they want and stay with it.
Whatever.

I'm not in it to win it,

I'm in it for you.

Sup?
Today was bittersweet.
I woke up, put on my new pretty shirt and honestly, I felt beautiful. School was okay, I enjoyed seeing some people.
Athletics kicked my butt. I swear, I won't be able to get out of bed in the morning!
The evening was rough, but hey I made it out alive.

So I've had an epiphany:
People suck.
That is all :)

I am oh so happy and I love my best friend.

Sweet dreams :)

"Have you ever looked fear in the face and said 'I just don't care'?"

Spring break is over.
Thank goodness.

I'm ready to get back in the swing of things. The sooner we get back to school, the faster summer comes.
Get my point?

I'm so content right now, its kind of annoying. Hah.
I want to something to complain about.
;)
Not really.

Byebye.


Oh, I love my best friend!

blah.

Well, my best friend is asleep. I hope. Seriously kinda worried..

Dear Random Person #6,
I have so much to say to you.
Honestly, I never meant to upset you. I was simply, stating the facts. I may not know "both sides of the story". But whatever.
Me and you used to be so close and now you probably hate me.
I honestly have no idea how to feel about you.

Would you fall to pieces if I never came back?

Congratulations spring break,
You suckkkk.

I'm going to write some random letters to some people that need to hear me out.
I'm not going to give them names, I'm just going to vent.

Dear Random Person #1,
You're a great friend and I wish you could've spent spring break home with me. You're too far away, and I really need someone to vent to.

Dear Random Person #2,
I've been defending you for as long as I can remember. If someone said something about you, I was there to get in their face. We used to be inseparable, but things change. It's whatever.

Dear Random Person #3 & #4,
You need me a whole lot more than I need you, and I'm sorry. I'll always be here to help you with your problems, and though I may not have the best advice, I'll try my best.

Dear Random Person #5,
I honestly don't know anything about you really, but I do have one opinion about you and it is this: You are crazy. I don't know what happened to you, but seriously, you're insane.

Dear Random Person #6,
I spend a lot of my thinking about you and how you're doing. I want you to be happy, and I think you're going about it the wrong way. You obviously weren't happy when you had what you "wanted", so please try to find your happiness in something else. You'll be okay, trust me.

Dear Random Person #7,
People can have their opinions. You make me happy, and I love you. And that's good enough for me.

Dear Random Person #8,
I used to think you were really sweet.. I'm really confused about you.

&$(*&$(&)(*#@

"All because of you, I believe in angels. Not the kind with wings. No, not the kind with halos. The kind that bring you home when home becomes a strange place."

It's spring break :)

A little bit of yourself to amaze me.

SUP.
I'm super bored.

Today Loren and I went to basketball tryouts even though we are already on a team...
Stupid? Yeah.
But whatever.

5 more days until spring break!
Even though I don't have any plans..

Spanish club field trip on Wednesday, yay for wearing those ugly yellow shirts with purple writing.


I want summer to be here so I can get my tan back and lay out in the sun all day then just sit in the hot tub for hours at a time at night.
Ha. Yeah, right. Like that's going to happen.
It'll be more like spending my time in a gym with tons of people I don't know and getting screamed at for something I didn't do.

But hey,
It could be worse!

:D

"God has given me laughter and all who hear will laugh with me."

I bought a dress yesterday that resembles a Mexican table cloth.
And I want it to be warm so I can wear it.
:)

Like american honey.

I am Shiloh Jenkins,
And I am fabulous.

I can't live without you.

Oh hey TAKS test.
It's going to take every ounce of effort that I have to not fall asleep tomorrow.

Other than that,
Things are fabulous.


I love my best friend :)

I love you from your toes to your face.

"Promise me, you'll always be happy by my side. I promise to, sing to you when all the music dies."

Oh hey,
Things have been going greatttttt.

I couldn't be happier right now.

Today was the first day of athletics since we lost to Brock over the weekend. When we lost, everyone was crying, and it really made me realize how fast high school was going to go by.
All the players, coaches, and parents were in tears when they realized it was over.
It really made me realize how important it is to have people around you that you can trust and just fall back on. There were 7 seniors on the team and they had been playing basketball together since elementary school.
It's a sad realization that all of them are going to be gone next year.

But whatever, we have to move on.

Anyways, me and best friend are going to the game later, hopefully.
Go hounds :)