I just want to,

give up on life right now.

I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to say.

And I feel like a royally crappy person.

........

You save me and I will save the day.


I wonder sometimes why people put up with me.
I feel like a horrible person.

I wish there was a rewind option.

Hi.

I forgot to remind you that I love you.

So, what's up?
The last week has been rough.
I only got to see my best friend twice and school was horrible.

But whatever, I'm happy :)


Something really stupid has been bothering me.
I was doing one of those stupid myspace bulletins and it kept asking questions like,
"The last person you kissed, what is your relationship with them?"
"You're single, why?"
And just stupid crap like that.

I just don't know :/


Still, I'm happy.
:)

In the end, we're still so lonely.

So.
Best day ever :)
Well. Close enough.

There are still some things that I don't understand, but who cares?
I'm happy. And for now, that's all that matters.

When I'm happy, I suck at writing.
But whatever.

I love my best friend :)

Well this feels like high school.

So the greatest thing happened on Wednesday.
...................
My iPhone got stolen!
YAY!

Ugh. I hate people.

Today we got out of school because of the 48572945 inches of snow that fell last night and all day today.
No school tomorrow either. Yeasssssss.

I just need to hear it.
I need to hear how important I am.
I know, I'm needy.
And I'm sorry.

?

It was so easy the first time.












What would stop you from leaving again?

If you don't love me,

Pretend.
Honestly, I can't even listen to that song anymore.
Stupid people ruin things for me.

ANYWAYS.

I'm happy, for the most part.
:)
But every other negative emotion is always there, trying to break it's way in to destroy everything I've been trying to get to.
I just don't get it.

School is great, I've removed my head from my butt and I'm actually doing well. I think.

In the past couple of weeks, everything has changed.
I got grounded and didn't have my phone for a few days.

Well you know that dumb saying,
"absence makes the heart grow fonder", or something like that?

Well, it's the truth. Trust me.
I've always been considered an independent person,
but I honestly have no idea what I would do without my best friend.
Not being able to talk to him made me really realize how important he is to me.
I just really wish we didn't have to basically hide ourselves from everyone else.
It kinda sucks.

But whatever,
I'm happy and bitter. Perfect?
Well, it will have to do for now.



:)

She's bacckkkk.

WHAT'S UP?

It's been about 17 days since I've been on this thing.
Because:
1. I got grounded.
2. Stupid Internet wouldn't work on my computer so I let it sit in the corner for two weeks straight.
3. For all things that an iPhone can do, writing on your blog is not one of them.


Anyways, I have homework so I'm gonna go get that done.
A lot has happened in the past month so I'll get back on and write about that laterrrrrrr.