WELL HELLO.
Hope your Holidays were fabulous, because mine sure were.
Hope you're ready to get back to real life, because I sure am.
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FIRST POST OF THE NEW YEAR!
Happy 2011 :)
Let's recap on two-thousand-ten, shall we?
Hmmm, where to begin?
Over all, 2010 was a normal, boring year that went by very very fast.
I spent the year growing closer to the people that love me and discarding the ones that were bringing me down. I learned that not everyone is going to love you, and that's okay. I learned that people can't hurt you if you don't let them.
But I really learned that if you want something bad enough, you have to work for it, and you have to fight for it every single day. Good things come to those who wait. Patience is a virtue.
Anyways, enough about 2010.
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This past Wednesday I went out to eat with a group of girls that I haven't been around in quite awhile..
Let's just say... It won't be happening again any time soon.
I can't afford to be around people that are that careless with themselves and pay no attention to the choices they are making and how they are going to eventually going to affect them in unbelievable ways.
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I've recently come to the realization that people are people and people make mistakes and it is may job as a people (person), to understand. People are going to make the choices they want to whether I like it or not. It's not my job to try to change them, it's my job to listen and give my opinion (sometimes). I have some friends that seem to think it is their job to tell everyone how to live and what is right and blah blah blah. Whatever, not my style. I'll give you my opinion, duh, but I'll never tell you that my way is the only way.
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I got a facebook message the other day from a girl that I know through some friends and she told me that she was lives vicariously through Brenton and me (in a non-creepy way). Just another reminder that people are people and people are watching. But I thought that what she said was kinda cool, but that's just me.
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Brenton and I are beginning our bucket lists. No, we aren't going to sit down and make a never-ending list of stupid stuff. We're just going to live our lives, and jot down our ideas as we think about them. This should be interesting.
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Resolutions? Well I really don't have one, but I do have an endless list of thins I need to work on. But what I'm really focused on now is leaving the past in the past and focusing on my future.
This is going to be very difficult. Bleck.
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Just some lyrics for y'all.
Tell me you love me
that i don’t know how much you mean it
every time you look in my eyes
you make sure that i can see it
i can’t recall if i ever felt this way before
and if i did, wouldn’t want those feelings hanging
around here anymore
just so you know
you got me
nothing in the whole wide world could ever
stop me
if you got love, got love to give
just keep giving it up and someone will
let you in
and just, so you know
you got me
everyday you write it down
just so i can read it
the best thing that ever happened to you
you know i wanna be it
i can’t recall if i ever had a love i truly missed
and if i did, it wasn’t no love compared to this
just so you know
you got me
nothing in the whole wide world could ever
stop me
if you got love, got love to give
just keep giving it up and someone will
let you in
and just, so you know
you got me waiting
learning my patience
won’t you hurry up and rescue me
there’s so much talking
it’s all i wanted
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Goodnight!
