Baby, all I want for Christmas is you...

It's the kind of feelin that you can't explain.
The kind that makes anything possible.
The kind that makes it seem as though there is a thin layer of air between your feet and the ground, and you're never going to fall.
The kind that sends chills all the way from your head to your toes.
The kind that leaves you with a promise of return.
The kind that assures you that it will be there when you wake up in the morning.

The kind that is terrifying.
The kind that could easily be taken away from you.
The kind that, if lost, could never be replaced.


The kind that's worth the risk.

Summer's never looked the same.

Ohhhh, hey there. It's been awhileeee.
It's Christmas break, and I couldn't be happier.
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Keith Urban-Thank You

There were nights where I was sure
I wouldn't see the morning sun
And there were days that seemed so dark
I couldn't wait for night to come
I couldn't stand to think about how
My life used to be
And how without a single warning
It all slipped away from me

Like a fool I thought I could fight
The shadows on my own
To the dark I was no stranger
But this was stronger than I'd known
And by the time I knew that I was in too deep I'd gone too far
And the light that used to guide me
Had faded from my heart
And I found myself in places I thought I'd never go
Surrounded by strangers I was so far from home
And I don't know how you found me
All I know is I owe everything to you
Yes I do

And I thank you for my heart
I thank you for my life
And I thank god for grace and mercy
And that you became my wife
I'm seeing for the first time
The stars, the sun and moon
But they've got nothing on the power
Of this love I have for you
And I thank you, I thank you

Now people say they'll stand beside you
They swear they never leave
When the rain started falling
You know it only fell on me
And it was hard to keep believing in myself
When all I felt was so much pain and guilt and shame
I couldn't even ask for help
I don't know if I believe in other lives
But when you came
There was something so familiar
About the way you said my name
And the whole world started turning
And I swear that I'd been born again brand new
And it's all because of you

And so I thank you for my heart
I thank you for my life
And I thank god for grace and mercy
And that you became my wife
I'm seeing for the first time
The stars, the sun and moon
But they've got nothing on the power
Of this love I have for you
And I thank you
Oh, yeah

And I've seen so many things
That I just can't explain
But the miracle of miracles is how
With your love I was saved

And I thank you
I thank you for my life
And I thank god for grace and mercy
And that you became my wife
And I'm seeing for the first time
The stars, the sun and moon
But they've got nothing on the power
Of all this love I give to you

And I thank you for my heart
I thank you for my life
I thank god for grace and mercy
And that you became my wife
The day I started breathing
Was the day you took my hand
And until the day I die
Baby
I'll forever be your man
And I thank you, I thank you
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Happy Holidays!

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.

I have a lot to say. But not enough time or energy to say it.
Sorry for the lameness.



Night.

Iphone post, this will be short and sweet. (kinda)
And probably have a lot of typos.


I'm so happy and I hope it never changes. But I don't understand how I can be so happy and still think about stupid stuff that doesn't matter anymore.
Seriously, the most aggravating thing ever.
I mean, you're all mine. Right?

I hate weeks like this because I know it's going to suck and I get sad about it.
I can feel the sadness now.
I can't wait until Friday.

Sweet dreams dear.

Lovelovelove. Crazy love.

"Don't forget about the blue skies, sunrise, and all the space between. It's amazing how a girl like you can affect a guy like me."

Busy busy week ahead. Game Tuesday, Peaster tournament ThursdayFridaySaturday, and so much to do in between. GREAT.