If you don't love me,

Pretend.
Honestly, I can't even listen to that song anymore.
Stupid people ruin things for me.

ANYWAYS.

I'm happy, for the most part.
:)
But every other negative emotion is always there, trying to break it's way in to destroy everything I've been trying to get to.
I just don't get it.

School is great, I've removed my head from my butt and I'm actually doing well. I think.

In the past couple of weeks, everything has changed.
I got grounded and didn't have my phone for a few days.

Well you know that dumb saying,
"absence makes the heart grow fonder", or something like that?

Well, it's the truth. Trust me.
I've always been considered an independent person,
but I honestly have no idea what I would do without my best friend.
Not being able to talk to him made me really realize how important he is to me.
I just really wish we didn't have to basically hide ourselves from everyone else.
It kinda sucks.

But whatever,
I'm happy and bitter. Perfect?
Well, it will have to do for now.



:)