oh.

"It's not always rainbows and butterflies, it's compromise that moves us along."

I am so happy. Happier than I've been in so long. I can't even remember the last time I felt like this. I am so in love with life and almost everything that is going on. I have someone that I love more than anything and I'm lucky to be able to say that they love me the same way.

But of course, not everything can be perfect.
Some things that I've always loved are becoming a chore.
Besides singing, basketball was the first thing I loved to do. It's beginning to feel like something I have to do. I want it back to the way it used to be, but I don't think its going to get there.

Thoughts:
-I'm trying to do everything perfectly just so you will be proud of me. Its a constant struggle.
-I want the old you back. I know it's there somewhere.
-Yeah, I still hate my hair.
-Like 19 days left of school? YES.
-Summer is going to be amazing. Hopefully it will be better than what last summer was supposed to be, if that makes sense to anyone.
-I love you more than anything, please don't ever leave me.
-I am finally at peace.