I'm an assassin and I had a job to do.

Hi.
This is another one of those blogs where I write random things to random people.
Here goes.

#1-
I had a blast hanging out with you yesterday and at church camp. I wish we hung out more often.

#2-
You have no idea how much you affect me. Most of the time I think you got what you deserved. But some of the time, it's not that easy for me to just think that.
You want to know the truth? Not a day goes by that I don't blame myself for what happened. I feel so bad sometimes even though there's always apart of me that knows that everything happened because it's just the way it's supposed to be. It's like having an angel on one shoulder and a devil on the other. I want to tell you what is on my mind. But I know you wont listen and you won't care.
I know you hate me.

#3-
You, my friend are nothing but trouble. You want a good life? Then start living one.

#4-
I don't understand you. You love me one second then cant stand to look at me the next. I try so hard to be perfect for you. You have no idea how hard I try just to make you happy. I want you to be proud of me but sometimes I wonder if its really worth it. I know you love me, and when I do make you happy, I can see the light in your eyes. And that's why I do what i do.

#5-
I love you so much. You are one of the two strongest women I know. I don't understand how you get up in the morning and deal with all shit you do. I know it kills you, and i know that i'm the only reason you're still hanging on. One day, after i graduate, I want you to go so far. Get your heart and run as far as you can. You deserve to be free.
But for now, stay here with me.

#6-
You are my everything. And I know how cheesy I sound when I talk about how happy you make me, but every single word is true. I get stupid and I can never talk correctly when I'm around you. I laugh like an idiot and I probably make the dumbest faces without knowing it. I've known you for awhile now, and I still get all nervous and giddy when i know I'm about to see you. It's like I'm in elementary school all over again when I'm with you, nothing else matters.
No matter where we go, and what happens, just know that i love you. You will always have a piece of me.