Oh, captain.

I watched the movie Dead Poet Society with my dad, and it was really good. I strongly recommend watching it.
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"I went to the woods because I wanted to live deliberately, I wanted to live deep and suck all the marrow out of life. To put all to rest that was not life. And not, when I come to die, discover that I had not lived."
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I love you, and I always will. But I just don't know. I can't go a day without hearing how bad my hair looks or how bad the condition of my skin is.
I want to believe I'm beautiful,
and you make it seem impossible.
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"I pretend that I'm over you, that I don't love you.
It almost works too, until I see your face or hear your voice. Then all I can think about is how beautiful you are and how I would give anything to spend the rest of my life with you.
But.. You love her.
And I'm just your best friend."

I was on the website sixbillionsecrets.com and I found this.
I'm so glad I'm not in that place anymore.
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Today was a sucky day.
My self-esteem is so low.
My faith in family is fading.

Things aren't supposed to be like this.