Continued.

Well helllllllo.
This is just a continuation of my rambling that was last night's post.

So first, jealousy.
I hear the word, and I want to barf. It's something I've always struggled with. Well. Not always. I don't blame anyone else for my stupid problems but me. It's my fault that I have absolutely no self-confidence in anything that I do. Sure, some situations have taken place that have made me doubt myself, but they don't matter anymore. I want so badly to be able to just shrug things off, but I don't know if that will ever happen. Jealousy is in direct connection with my bitterness. The two together make me this negative, horrible person. They control me. I try so hard to not let them affect me, but I can't lie to myself. Being jealous is the most uncomfortable feeling ever, it makes my skin crawl. Being bitter is like never enjoying anything. It's being pessimistic when you have every reason in the world to be positive.
I'm nothing but a jealous, bitter, angry girl.

Next, teenagers.
Ughhhh. I hate being labeled as a teenager. I am so ashamed.
It's terrible how people act in high school.
That's all I have to say about THAT.
I would say some very bad things about some people if I didn't stop myself right here...