I'm Shiloh: lover of sunshine, Texas, conversation, and Italian food. I enjoy wasting my time admiring the beauty of everyday life, and I'm a master of being responsibly irresponsible.

Monday, November 29, 2010

Happy birthday to me?

"Maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had, and what you've learned from them, and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated."

How's it going?
Today was my birthday and it was fabulous.
Big thanks to everyone who made it that way.

Okay. 3 things to talk about.
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1. High school.
Oh, high school, the place I love and hate all at the same time. Where in a short 7 and a half hours I can hang out with my best friend, avoid my worst enemy, fail a test, cry in the bathroom, laugh at lunch, keep my mouth shut, and throw a temper tantrum. It's a lovely place, high school is. I just wish more people would enjoy it. I'm a bitter person anyways, I try my best everyday to be positive, and it's hard when all everyone wants to do is complain.. Seriously, high school could be so fun. But nobody wants to see that.
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2. Real friends vs. Fake friends
Yeah, we can all probably see where this is going. I just don't understand how you can sit there and say you hate someone and how they act and everything about them, then turn around and run up and hug them in the hallways.
Seriously?! And it's not just hugging them in the hallways. It's calling them your "best friend" and spending all your time outside of school together then complaining about them to people like me. Not cool.
Maybe its the cool thing. But whatever. I have the most amazing best friend anybody could ask for. We're inseperable. I just wish everyone else could experience it.
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3. Security.
I used to have no idea what it felt like to be safe. No, not like coming home and locking your doors. Like the feeling of knowing that you'll never be alone. I know that no matter what happens, someone is going to be there.I mever have to worry about feeling stupid or anything because everything from what I think to what I feel is safe. I don't know if you can understand what I'm trying to say. I hope you do.
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Life is good and I'm so in love.

Goooooodnight.

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